~Insomnia??~

     Lately I cannot sleep at nite...I think I've got INSOMNIA... T.T 
Insomnia is difficulty getting to sleep or staying asleep, or having nonrefreshing sleep for at least 1 month. WHAT?? 1 month?? Ya Allah, please let me sleep but not 4 eva... 2moro I've class in da morning :'(

I'm not counting da sheeps but I'm thinking bout my abg =(

Symptoms

• Difficulty falling asleep on most nights
• Feeling tired during the day or falling asleep during the day
• Not feeling refreshed when you wake up
• Waking up several times during sleep

People who have primary insomnia tend to keep thinking about getting enough sleep. The more they try to sleep, the greater their sense of frustration and distress, and the more difficult sleep becomes.

Treatment

The following tips can help improve sleep. This is called sleep hygiene.

• Avoid caffeine, alcohol, or nicotine before bed. (I dun take all of these)
• Don't take daytime naps. (owez)
• Eat at regular times each day (avoid large meals near bedtime). 
• Exercise at least 2 hours before going to bed. (never)
• Go to bed at the same time every night.
• Keep comfortable sleeping conditions.
• Remove the anxiety that comes with trying to sleep by reassuring yourself that you will sleep or by distracting yourself.
• Use the bed only for sleep.
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
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  but b4 dat lets recite dua' : بِاسْمِكَ اللّهُمَّ أَحْيَاوَأَمُوتُ   (Dengan nama-Mu ya Allah aku hidup dan mati)

~Journey of JASA, PART I~

Salam...olla everyone ;)

     Insya-Allah...kali ni aku nak cite psl program aku semalam...program dgn JASA iaitu Journey To The World of Science...

     Aku terpakse bangun awal sbb kne berkumpul kt main stairs IIUM pada pukul 7 am...Gelap2 aku bangun g naikkn suis...Blackout dr pukul 3-5.45am & aku kepanasan laa wkt 2... Aku x berani g mandi kt level aku, so aku g level 2...dah siap sume, aku g kat SEHA...jalan same2 g tunggu FARINA lak...lebih kurg kul 7.15 ktorg sampai kt main stairs 2...aku png sebenarny sbb x ckop tdo...mlm 2 aku x leh nk lelap...kul 3 mcm 2 baru aku lena kot...

     Kul 8 ktorg bertolak dgn bas IIUM ke PUSAT SAINS NEGARA...lebih kurg kul 8.30 ktorg sampai...ktorg dpt tempat kat GARDEN of NATURE...alhamdulillah, org Pusat Sains bgi tempat ni...senang nak solat sbb tempat dy berbumbung,ber'tiles' n toilet dekat...ktorg kemas ckit tempat 2...sapu2...bentang tikar...sambil menunggu kedatangan adik2...lebih kurg kul 9.40 dorg sampai...aku sbg faci g jemput adik2 2...=) ramai+kecoh...huhu...aku pat 4 org adik...iaitu rina(drjh 5), dina(fom3), hasnah(drjh 4) n fisah(fom 1)...

From left: Hasnah, Farina, Rina, Seha, Fisah, Dina

see, their name doesn't sound like they are aborigines people...n what was shocking me is dat their faces did not look like aborigines people like at my place...they looks like malay more...then ktorg solat dhuha...dlm JASA,solat dhuha ni mcm compulsory...bgs jgk sbb didik sume yg ade utk amalkn solat dhuha ni...pas2 ade modul...ktorg kne dgr bacaan al-fatihah n an-nas adik2 ni...alhamdulillah sume adik2 aku hafal al-fatihah...tp an-nas ade yg x hafal lgi...adik2 ni kne nnyi lagu 

SENANDUNG AL-FATIHAH :

Dengan menyebut nama Mu Ya Allah,

Yang Maha Pengasih Penyayang,

Segala puji bagi Mu Ya Allah,

Pemelihara seluruh alam raya,

Engkau Yang Maha Pengasih & Penyayang,

Yang menguasai Hari Pembalasan,

Hanya pada Mu kami menyembah

& pada Mu kami mohon pertolongan,

Tunjukkanlah kami ke jalan yang lurus,

Jalan org2 yang Engkau beri nikmat,

Bukan jalan mereka yang Engkau murkai

& bukan pula jalan mereka yang sesat...

& MARI SEMBAHYANG :

Wahai kawan-kawan
Mari sembah Allah
Wahai kawan-kawan
Mari ikut perintah Allah

Wahai kawan-kawan
Marilah sembahyang
Wahai kawan-kawan
Itu pesan Rasulullah

Dengan bersembahyang
Hati jadi tenang
Jiwa jadi lapang
Dosa hilang Allah sayang

Selepas bersembahyang
Mari baca doa
Kita tadah tangan
Moga Allah ampun dosa

Marilah beramal tika usia muda
Kalau dah tua kan susah jadinya...

     Pas2 ade lagi aktiviti...jigsaw puzzle & regu...pas settle sume, ktorg pon lunch...pat makan nasi+ayam goreng+sup sayur...alhamdulillah =) pas2 solat zohor berjemaah...kat cni sng ckit nak handle bdk sbb dorg just duduk kt 1 tempat...tp ble dh masok dlm pusat sains...mmg aku mampuih...haha...

Rina...

Seha with Hasnah

jigsaw puzzle =)

    Around 2 pm, we entered da National Science Centre...time beratur, adik aku yg bernama Rina & Hasnah sgt byk soalan..."akak, kat dlm 2 ade jual barang x?", "kak, bile nak pergi ni?", "kak, ape benda yg besar sgt 2?"....bumbung pusat sains 2 dik...huhu...Rina, b4 she entered PSN, she was a gud girl...but when she entered da PSN...Ya Allah, kau buli akak ea??dy tarik aku ke sane ke situ...jenuh aku melayan...n Hasnah also da same...at 1st I have 2 handle these 2 kids alone...mmg payah...sorg nak ke hulu, sorg nak ke hilir...mau terbelah due aku...haha...tp nasib baik ade FARINA & SEHA...dorg laa yg tlg jge hasnah+fisah...aku just jge rina+dina...tp dina dh besar, dy boleh jge dri dy sendri..aku just tgk2 dy...kalo2 dy ilang dr pandangan coz dat day ramai sgt org...

Farina+She+Seha =)

Dino terlepas di PSN =P

T-Rex & x tau name..haha...tp yg sekor lg 2 herbivore =)

She@Syakirah=faci+special tasks

lari2 sambil tgkp gambar...haha xD

telengkan kepale ckit...haha..tag utk committee =)

*panjang lagi nak cite ni tp x pat nak habiskn...aku sambung lain kali ey...sorry...aku ade hal ni... ;)

dats all 4 now, thnx 4 reading (ade ke yg bace??haha)

Salam, gud nite =)

bye2...

*aku mengidam kfc ni...bgtau kt c dy sbb sje2...nak mengade2...bkn mtk btol2 pon =)*

~Bla,Bla,Bla!~

salam...

     kat blog aku dh byk draft..tp sume suku & separuh jalan je...malas nak tulis...xtau knp malas sgt nk tulis...mungkin sbb tensen+penat sejak kebelakangan ni...final bakal menjelma...lagi laa serabot...niway sabtu ni aku ada program JASA...bawak budak2 sek dr bukit bandaraya g Pusat Sains Negara...sok ade final touch...just 2 let all of u knw dat JASA stands 4 Joint Association Students & Aborigines..yes, budak2 sek yg aku ckpkn tadi 2 adalah anak2 orang asli....lebih kurang 50 org students yg akn g....antara tentative program yg aku tau...ktorg kne bwk adik2 ni pusing 1 pusat sains negara...sambil2 2 betulkan bacaan al-fatihah & an-nas dorg...ade lagi laa game yang dah diaturkan...x sabar nak g... =)

     ok, tetibe blackout...menyampah tol laa...aku pon x tau knp kerap sgt blackout sejak kebelakangan ni....dah laa tgh malam ni...mane ade technician yg nk dtg repair..hadoi...kepanansan laa aku+kegelapan laa aku mlm ni...oke, aku benci gelap :'(
aku nak try repair laa...haha..bajet engineer laa ko ni she...ala,bkn ssh pon, naikkan je suis 2 ke atas...suis 2 jatoh je pon...senang je ha...tp masalahnye aku takot nak kuar...haha...padahal sebelah bilik aku je bilik electrical riser 2...hadoyai.. =( ok, aku dh berpeluh, panas dh... =(

     alhamdulillah, tetibe dh ade balik...mungkin ade org dh tolong naikkn suis 2...thanx ye sbb tolong... =)
ok, dats all 4 now...walaupun blom mengantok lagi tapi I need 2 go...nak sambung tgk cite SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS =D haha,mcm kanak2 ribena je kan...aku cari movie org beso xde, layan je laa cite katun ni...best pe ;P

JASA pon ade blog, nak tau lagi, click SINI =)

Bye2, sayonara =)
Salam....


p/s : x sabar tunggu bulan Julai ni...I've a big mission waiting 4 me ;)

I miss Vela...take care ye meow cyg =)
xde kaitan dgn entry.hahah

Putih! miss u 2...

~Demi Matahari-Snada~

antara lagu yang ktorg kne nyanyi mase gathering JASA..."indahnya berukhwah kerana Allah" =)
1st time dengar lagu ni mse gathering JASA ari 2...huhu...

~PENAT!~

1. aku penat

2. aku penat lagi

3. aku masih penat

4. penat, penat, penat...................................................

5. jgn merepek la she...x baek merungut... ;P

    Minggu ni stat bz sgt999x... x sempat nk update blog pun... on9 FB pon dh jarang.... ape yg kau buat sampai bz sgt ni she ooii??

     Setiap hari ada kelas.... pagi, petang, malam pun ada... sungguh gigih saya ke kelas sekarang ni... partner aku dah bertukar.... bukan lagi Farina tetapi Syafiqah.... ke hulu ke hilir ke situ ke sini ke laut sume bersama-sama dgn cik Piqa.... walaupun ambik 2 subjek je sem ni... tapi still penat... sebab contact hour dh digandakan.... pas2 g tuition (10 jam per week 4 tuition je!).... malam2... meredah kegelapan malam, ribut, petir, guruh..... aku tetap gigih ke kelas utk belaja...(poyo je ayat kau ;P) 

Aku yg RATU TIDO ni terpakse mengorbankn mase2 tido aku sebab nak ke kelas.... mudah2an usaha gigih aku ni mendapat balasan yg setimpalny... amin =)

ini aku ;P

     

     Ari ni officially habis sume kelas.... esok mau pegi BUKIT CERAKAH... ad family day JASA, "Indahnya berukhwah kerana Allah."----tagline JASA... 2moro gonna be a very tired day but I hope it will be fun.... 

Gilo!

     About 2moro event, I'm goin 2 update it later... but I'm not sure when coz I will be very bz.... On next Monday I'm goin 2 have assignment quiz, Tuesday my class is full from morning till nite, Wednesday also da same.... & Thursday I will have 2 quizzes & class till nite... Ya Allah, please give me strength...

     Terlupa nak cite, aku risau sgt ni sebab akak aku nak kawen dh 28hb ni tapi aku blom lagi beli baju... =( 

WHAT? Pengapit x beli baju lagi??ini serius..........(wonderpet pny tone)...haha... ;P I just dun know where 2 buy da baju kurung & I dun have time, I'm quite bz right now... the other awful news I've got is dat my mid-term examination will be on this 3/6/2011... & I think da other one will be earlier.... how am I goin 2 study? I will be very bz during my sis's wedding.... Ya Allah, please help me... 

     Nak cite jugak, semalam g try pakai selendang kat bilik piqa...haha.. n u guess what? today I have already bought one shawl ;P I've never wear shawl & I juz want 2 have a try...I planned 2 wear shawl during my sis's wedding =D (oi pengapit, kau jgn nak melaram lebih2 oke? t pengantin mrh...haha ;P)

Dats all 4 now...I'm too tired & I'm goin 2 sleep...not taking a nap but SLEEP, oke? ;)

p/s : aku memang kuat tido, SO WHAT?? o.O

rindu kt my MR =(

~Tahukah anda?~

     Pernah dengar x pisang yg ade kaki?? 2 laa pisang kaki... =P Rupe dy x mcm pisang biase...tp lebih kpd buah tomato...Aku suke makan buah ni..sgt sedap raseny...Arwah mak yg kenalkn aku ttg buah ni...Pisang kaki ni berbentuk bulat, berisi agak rangup & mmpunyai biji ni berasal drp family Ebenaceae. Dy ada nama scientific tp x ingt lak..hehe... =D

bahagian dalam pisang kaki

pisang kaki yg telah dikeringkan

pisang kaki

buah tomato...lebih kurang kan?

   





   Pisang kaki ni merupakan sejenis buah yg berkhasiat yg mengandungi vitamin C, glukos, sukros, fruktos, & iodin, bernilai tinggi dari segi perubatan. Ia amat berkhasiat dlm menurunkn tekanan darah tinggi, meningkatkn pengaliran darah dlm pembuluh darah koronori, mengatasi masalah sembelit dan meredakan sedu. Bagi orang yg sukekn ikan masin seperti saya, wajarlah bg dy utk mengambil buah ni sebagai makanan tamabahan bg mengurangkn risiko diserang darah tinggi...Serbuk putih yg trdapat pd permukaan buah pisang kaki yg kering juga manis rasany & mengandungi manitol, glukos & vitamin C yg baik utk jantung serta paru2...=)

SUMBER: Majalah RAPI

JOM SIHAT! 

~The Story Between The Sacrificed Apple Tree & A Boy~

     Once upon a time, there was a big apple tree and a boy who likes to play around with the apple tree everyday. He was happy to climb up to the top of the tree, eat the fruits and take a nap in the shade leaves. The boy loved the apple tree. Similarly, the apple tree loved the little boy. Time flies. Now, the boy has grown up and no longer playing with the apple tree. One day he went to the apple tree. His face looked sad. "Come here and play with me", pleaded the apple tree. "I'm not a little kid anymore", replied the boy. "I'd love to have toys but I do not have money to buy it." The tree replied, "sorry, I do not have money...but you can take all the apples and sell it. You can get money to buy toys." The boy was very happy. He grabbed all the apples on the tree and left happily. However, after that the boy never came back. The tree became sad again. One day the boy returned again. The tree was so excited. "Come and play with me", said the apple tree. "I do not have time", the boy replied. "I have to work for my family. We need a house for shelter. Could you help me?" "Sorry, I do not have a house, but you can cut down all my branches and twigs to build your house", said the apple tree. Then the boy cut all the branches and twigs of the apple tree and left happily. The tree was so happy when it saw delightful on the boy face. Pity the apple tree, the boy never came back after he got all the branches and twigs of the apple tree. The tree was lonely again. One hot summer day, the boy returned again. The tree was delighted. "Come and play with me", the tree said. "I'm sad", the boy said. "I'm old and I want to live in peace. I want to go on vacation and sailing. Could you give me a boat to cruise?", the boy asked the apple tree.

     "Sorry, I do not have a boat, but u can cut my trunk and use it to create a ship that you want. Go sailing and have fun." Later, the boy cut the tree trunk and make a ship. He then went sailing and never came back to the apple tree. Finally, the boy returned again after a few years later. "I'm sorry my little boy", said the apple tree. "I do not have apples for you anymore." "Never mind, I've never had any teeth to bite your fruit", replied the boy. "I do not have a trunk and branches for you to climb." "Now I'm too old for that", replied the boy. "I really do not have anything more to give to you. What was left was only my old root", said the apple tree with tears. "I do not need anything else right now", said the boy. "I just need a place to rest. I was so tired after all these years.". "Oooh, very nice. Do you know boy, the old roots trees is the best place to lie down and rest. Come, let you lay in the arms of my old root and rest in peace." The boy lay in the arms of the tree roots. The tree was glad and smiled......

The end....

     I got this story during my study circle 1...This story is a meaningful story which contain moral values in it....So, try to think what are the moral values in this story and who is the boy and the apple tree represents in the real world? Hope you get the answers ;)

~IIUM & MAK~

Hello my dear blog...long time no c...huhu...

     Den dh kembali ke IIUM terchenta ni.....sebulan bercuti....badan x naek...mkin kurus ade laa....sebab kat umah selera makan den mati....den rindukn masakan arwah mak.... :'( mak, she makin kurus ni sbb x pat makan masakan mak..... :'( Pagi tadi g kubur mak....g ucap selamat hari ibu.... :'( mak, maaf sbb nangis dpn mak....she sedih sbb x pat smbut hari ibu mcm salu... :'( she rindukn mak... balik dr kubur pun she nangis lagi...sambil packing....xde mood nak balik iium time 2....hmm...pas2 tengok tv jap...kat tv 2 tunjuk rancangan SAYANG MAMA....den nangis tgk rncangan ni....sebak btol sbb org lain dpt sambut hari ibu dgn ibu diorng...tp ak??? :'( aku lari masok bilik, nangis puas2....

I miss u mom.... :'(
Al-Fatihah....

     B4 bertolak balik, aku salam abah....dy pelok aku...nangis sme2 dgn aku....dy tau aku nangis dlm bilik b4 2.....aku ngaku, hidup aku rase x lengkap tanpe mak...rse kosong je....susah sgt xde mak ni....sume pun x terurus....lagi2 bab makan....2 yg aku makin kurus....otw balik iium ni, tunang akak den psg radio....sume pun ckp psl mak..ibu...alahai...lagi laa terase den....tp den try kawal emosi....antara lagu2 yg buat den terase gler..... 

1) UNTUK MU IBU - EXIST

Oh! Ibu
Kau disiram bayu pagi
Kehilangan terasa kini
Dan kesepian

Dan aku
Bagai purnama gerhana
Di ibarat lautan kering
Tiada tempat ku layarkan

Hasratku ini
Masih belum sempat
Kubuktikannya kepadamu
Ibu tersayang
Kucurahkan rasa hati

Ku tatapi potret mu berulang kali
Kurenungkan kalimah yang diberi

Tuhan Yang Esa
Ampuni dosa ibu
Tempatkan mereka
Di antara kekasih kekasihMu

Oh! Ibu
Kau kasih sejati
Kutaburkan doa
Untukmu ibu

Ampunilah dosaku
Sejak ku dilahirkan
Hingga akhir hayatmu

Saat ini
Kuteruskan hidup
Tanpa bersamamu ibu

Ibu...

2) IBU - SHILA OIAM

Ibu..

Ibu..
Dengarlah rintihan hati
Anak mu yang rindu dan sepi
Masih ku terdengar gurauan mu
Ibu..

Ibu..
Terlalu cepat kau pergi
Belum puas ku nikmati
Dibelai dimanja disayangi.. Ibu..

Apa saja ku pinta
Tak pernah kau hampakan
Bila aku kecewa.. oh..
Kau berikan harapan

(korus 2)
Bila aku menangis
Pasti kau memujukku
Bila aku gembira.. oh…
Kau senyum dan tertawa.. oh…

Ibu..
Walau kau telah tiada
Pesan mu tidak ku lupa
Aku kan belajar berusaha
Dan berjaya

(ulang korus 2)

Pesanmu tidak ku lupa.. hu.. hu..
Aku kan belajar
Berusaha dan berjaya

Mmm… Ibu!

     Bagi aku, lirik2 lagu ni sgt mendalam maksudnye....sgt mmberi kesan trhadap aku....sedih sgt.... :'( 

Dh laa she....ko ni...asik emo je....tabahlah wahai hati....

Aku nak cite byk ni...tp rase penat sgt...barang pun x hbs kemas lagi....esok baru buat laa sbb sok xde kelas...yea yea... =D

Next entry nak cite pasal kucing2 peliharaanku n aktiviti yg bakal dibuat pd sabtu dpn.... =D

Ha, nak cite jgk ttg persiapan kawen kakakku.....lagi 3 mgu dy nak kawen....t laa den cito....bye2.... gud nite olz... =)

~X SanGke~

Assalamu'alaikum...=)


     Entry kali ni nak cite ttg KAWAN....kite kalau berkawan kena laa ikhlas..kan??kan?? ape maksud ikhlas?? kalau kite tolong kawan kite, kite x kan mengungkit ape yg penah kite tolong dy...betol x?? & kite jgk akan tumpang gembire dgn kebahagiaan & rezeki yg Allah berikan kpd kawan kite itu...& kalau kawan kite ditimpa musibah, kite haruslah mendoakan dy & bagi nasihat kat dy agar kuat+tabah dalam mengharungi dugaan itu...


     Aku rase tersentap bile ade org cakap kat aku yg salah seorg kawan aku ni x puas hati dgn rezeki yg telah Allah SWT kurniakan kpd aku...Aku rase sungguh musykil knp dy harus mengatakn bahawasany aku ni TIDAK LAYAK mendapat ape yg telah aku dapat...Sesungguhny aku sedar yg aku TIDAK LAYAK...tapi perlukah dy mengatakn sebegitu rupa terhadap seseorang yg dy gelarkn sbg KAWAN...salahkah utk aku berkecil hati terhadap ape yg telah dy katakn teradap aku?salahkah aku utk tidak bercakap dgnny setelah aku tahu byk lagi benda yg dy x puas hati dgn aku?aku dah cube utk tidak menyakitkan hati kawan2ku...tetapi ini yang aku dapat...padahal aku cube utk tidak mencampuri urusan dy n cube menjauhi diri drp dy...tetapi kenape dy masih tidak puas hati terhadap aku....terok sgt ke aku ni sbg seorg kawan??aku ade buat jahat ke kat kau sampai kau sanggup mempertikaikn rezeki aku??aku ni dah laa anak yatim, hidup aku makin susah...aku sgt bersyukur Allah berikan aku rezeki itu....dapat jugak laa aku berikn pertolongan terhadap ahli keluargaku yg laen...tolong abah & kakak aku yg nak kawen 2...aku x tau kenapa kau masih x puas hati...mungkin kau x tau yg hidup aku susah,x mcm hidup kau....tapi aku bersyukur dgn ape yg aku ade tanpa mempertikaikan ape yg kau ade....pelik sungguh aku apabila kau mahu mempertikaikan rezeki aku....


     Wahai kawan, tahukah kau bahawasany aku sgt berkecil hati terhadap ape yg kau lakukan terhadap aku??aku berdoa agar Allah memberikan kau kesedaran terhadap ape yg telah kau lakukan sebelum ini...mudah2an kau berubah....mungkin aku bukan orang yg dapat menasihati kau, tetapi aku tau ade org yg mampu mengubah kau...tetapi aku x tahu siape & bile mase 2 akan tibe...


     Ya Allah, sekirany aku ade mengguris hati kawan2ku, aku mohon ampun kepada-Mu Ya Allah...& aku mohon kepada-Mu Ya Allah agar Kau tunjukkan jalan yang benar kepada aku serta kawan2ku...jauhkan lah kami daripada menyakiti hati sesama kami Ya Allah...sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Mendengar lagi Maha Mengetahui...

~Sad,sAd,saD~

     Everytime I have examination, I will miss my mom even more... Yesterday, my sis called me... she said dat she was very tensed... all works she had 2 do by her own...especially regarding her wedding matters... she also needs 2 take care of da house, do laundries, cooking and many other works... + she also has her own work 2 think... I knw, since my mom passed away, our house is not organized properly... + I feel very sad when I think bout Aidid n Wahidah...they are too young 2 lose a mom...Aidid, be a gud boy oke?dun noty2...n Wahidah, study hard oke??dun only watch tv...u should help Kak Yah doing houseworks oke?? I promise, when I'm goin home, I will take care of da works.... I knw dat I have a big responsibilities eventhough I am not da eldest one... I knw dat I'm a big girl now...almost 20years old...so, I have 2 act like a big girl...I cannot "mengade2" anymore like I used 2 be when mak still alive...

     Mak... Kami sume rindukan mak... Mak baek2 je kan kt sane?? Tgu she kt sane ye mak... She rindu sgt kat mak... ari2 ingt kat mak... she slalu pesan kat Allah supaye sampaikn salam rindu she kat mak... mak, she dh nak final... she nak mak doakan she supaye she dpt jawab sume exam dgn baek... blh x mak?? mak, she sayang sgt kat mak taw... t kte jmpe ea...

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Final Examination Sem 2 2010/2011

26/3/2011 - 9.00 am - Study Circle 1
31/3/2011 - 9.00 am - Calculus 1
01/4/2011 - 3.00 pm - Islamic Worldview
03/4/2011 - 9.00 am - Drawing
08/4/2011 - 9.00 am - Circuits

     So, no more blogging till I finish up all da examinations...pray 4 me k?? tenkiu sooo much.... see u soon my dear blog....gonna miss u... =D

~Statics Oh Statics~

     Sem ni ak ambik subjek statics...tp sbb ak pny mid trok, ak decide nak drop...aku rase ak mmg ptot drop sbb emosi ak x bpe stabil sjak mak ak meninggal...ak x leh nak fokus blaja sgt...jd ak decide drop statics...ak pon g laa kat academic affairs kuliyyah of engineering...ambik borang sume...siap kne g mtk signature lecturer n head of department+kne bayar RM300(wow,dats a lot...yes I knw it)...


     Ak pon dgn semangatny g jmpe lecturer+head of department mintak signature dowg...my statics lecturer said u dun have 2 drop...coz ur marks is not dat bad...but sir, I cannot focus on this subject anymore...please sir, I want to drop...=( So, I pay RM300 and feel released at this time...
(A month b4)


     It's time 4 pre-reg....& guess what...I cannot add statics 4 my short sem...I asked one of my friends, she also drop statics...but she can add statics....why I can't???!!!!this can't happened to me....I also paid da same amount of money...but why I cannot register statics 4 da short sem??=(


     I have to go to the academic affairs again...ask them why I cannot add...have they approved my application??or they don't want 2 approved it?? is it because I get scholarship??if I drop, my credit hour will be less than 15...as a sponsored student, I have to take at least 15 credit hours per sem...but I applied 2 drop b4 I knw dat I got da scholarship...or maybe da system is down??=( Oh God,please help me...=( Let them approve my application coz I don't want to take statics final examination....If I take, my cgpa will ruin bcoz I will fail this subject...u know why??since I paid da money, I dun go 2 da class...so, I dun take 2 quizzes+2 assignment quizzes...this will lowered my CAM...thus, make my grade=FAIL!!!


     Tolong laa....tolong laaa....den x nak ambik statics....kalo kne ambik jgk, den x nak poi pekse...kalo poi pon, kptsn t same je...baek den study subjek laen...kan??kan???=(
+ pulangkn RM300 den 2 kalo x nk approved application den...cpt2...pulangkn... :'(

when I stress, I feel hungry...

Luckily I have this blueberry+choc waffle...yummy.. =)

~i-City~

     I want to go to the i-city...can someone bring me there???please...please...please...I love lights damn much... :'(

so beautiful, love it =)

wow, very nice...right?

I love lights damn much oke?

I'm crazy bout this place...it is so beautiful...take me there please =(

sape bawak saye g cni...saye blnje eskem goreng ;) hihi...^__^

~Merinduimu Mak~

Mak.....


   She rindu sgt kat mak.....mak ape khabar kat sane??she doakn mak baek2 je kat sane...mak bahagie kt sane....


Mak.....


   Mak rindu x kat she??she rindu sgt kat mak...bile she dengar kawan2 she mengadu kat mak diorg, she jadi sedih....she dah x dapat nak ngadu ape2 kat mak.....she cemburu kat kawan2 she yang ade mak lagi....dorg boleh jumpe mak dorg lagi...tapi she??.................


Mak.....


   She rindu suare mak....senyum mak...tawa mak....masakan mak....she dah x dapat nak rase sume 2....


Mak.....


   She doakan mak bahagie kat sane....mak ditempatkan di kalangan org2 yg beriman....kubur mak dilapangkan....dijauhkan dari fitnah kubur....dimasokkan ke syurga.....


Mak......


   Mak tunggu she kat syurga ye....she nak sgt jumpe mak......nak pelok mak....nak salam cium tangan mak....


Mak.......


   She mintak ampun sangat kat mak sb selama she jadi anak mak, she byk sakitkan hati mak....she x tolong mak buat kerja.....she ingat mak x kn pergi tinggalkn she secepat ni....she jahat....x sempat pon nak tgk mak sebelom mak pergi.....


Mak......


   She harap mak ampunkn dosa2 she.....halalkn makan minum she......she janji, she akan belajar btol2....tolong abah, min, yah, nina, idah n aidid......she nak mak tau yang she sayang sgt kat mak.....


Mak.....


   Mak nak she jadi engineer kan??she akan cube yg trbaek mak....she janji...she x nak give up.....she harap walaupun mak dah x de kat dunia ni....mak masih boleh doakan she dari sane.....she perlukan doa seorg ibu utk berjaya......


Mak.....


   Mak mesti x nak tengok she nangis n sedih2 kn???tapi she x kuat mak...x kuat trime sume ni....she perlukan mase.....susah sgt she nak trime yg mak dh xde.....bile balik rumah, she trase sgt mak x de....she sedih....bile she kat uia, she x rase sgt....dalam ati she cakap, blek umah t jumpe laa mak....tapi sume 2 khayalan she je....she x kan pernah jumpe mak lagi.....she tau 2.....


Mak.....


   She relakan pemergian mak.....semoge roh mak dicucuri rahmat....diberkati Allah.....she akan salu doakan kesejahteraan mak kat sane.....


Ya Allah,
Engkau ampunkanlah dosa-dosa ibuku.....Engkau cucurilah rahmat ke atas rohnya.....kasihilah ibuku sepertimana dia mengasihiku ketika aku kecil.....jauhkanlah dia dari azab kubur & azab api nerakaMu Ya Allah.....
Ya Allah, aku memohon kepadaMu, Engkau jadikanlah kubur ibuku salah satu taman syurgaMu.....Engkau lapangkanlah kubur ibuku......tempatkanlah ibuku di kalangan orang-orang yang beriman serta masukkanlah ibuku ke dalam syurgaMu Ya Allah......amin Ya Robbal 'alamin.....


Al-Fatihah.......

~Thanx 4 TakiNg GuD cAre of Me~

     I'm sick....my stomach is very painful...seems like it is twisted...I also got headache...OTW back from drawing class, I vomited besides the road...I know people are watching me...but I juz don't care...luckily Farina accompanied me..thanx Farina....=)

     I juz sleep for the whole day...if not, I would feel da pain again....my bf keep accompanied me...calling and messaging me...he really worried bout me...=( I'm so touched dat he concerned so much bout me...:'(

until now he keep calling me...asked me how r u??r u alright??he did "membebel" to me...but I dun mind bcoz I knw dat he cares bout me a lot...he juz worried bout me...I juz smile when he started "membebel"... ;) thanx Abang 4 taking gud care of me...I really love u... :-*

     Not forgetting Saliha's deed as she is willing to buy me dinner...and sent da meal directly to my room..thanx a lot Seha...I love u too lah... ;)