I'm Afraid

I think my heart has worsen

Black spots have occupied my heart

I'm afraid I might not be able to see the light anymore

I'm afraid my sins won't let go of me

I'm afraid of my current heart's condition

I'm afraid to die with this kind of heart

I'm afraid

Too afraid

But I still do the same sin over and over

Why?

How to stop this?

How?

:(

I hate myself for not be able to restrain from doing that sin

:(

Bad girl

Badddd :((

I need help

I really need help

:((

I know I need it

Please :(

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Tak Perlu

Perlu ke punya rasa seperti ini?

Perlu ke serabutkan fikiran dengan benda remeh-temeh ini?

Perlu ke buang masa fikir pasal benda ini?

Just take care of your own life, your own heart, your own feelings.

Let others with their own life and stuffs.

You are a big girl now.

Take care of your own businesses only.

But that doesn't mean you can harm other people.

Keep this in mind and heart, habluminallah wa habluminannas. 

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Why????

Why am I easily pissed off?

Why is it sooooooo hard to control this anger?

I just need someone to advice me on how to manage my anger.

Its not cool man to be like this.

Its pathetic!

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Heal Me

Something is not right with my heart

What happen to my heart?

Its getting darker and darker.

Help me to heal it, please?

I could not live with this kind of heart.

Its killing me.

Its killing people around me.

I'm afraid I might lose some good people in my life if my heart doesn't heal.

Please dear heart, lets heal u, heal me.

Positive thinking, positive views, positive about everything, I need them all.

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