I'm Afraid

I think my heart has worsen

Black spots have occupied my heart

I'm afraid I might not be able to see the light anymore

I'm afraid my sins won't let go of me

I'm afraid of my current heart's condition

I'm afraid to die with this kind of heart

I'm afraid

Too afraid

But I still do the same sin over and over

Why?

How to stop this?

How?

:(

I hate myself for not be able to restrain from doing that sin

:(

Bad girl

Badddd :((

I need help

I really need help

:((

I know I need it

Please :(

~Thanks for reading~