~Sad,sAd,saD~

     Everytime I have examination, I will miss my mom even more... Yesterday, my sis called me... she said dat she was very tensed... all works she had 2 do by her own...especially regarding her wedding matters... she also needs 2 take care of da house, do laundries, cooking and many other works... + she also has her own work 2 think... I knw, since my mom passed away, our house is not organized properly... + I feel very sad when I think bout Aidid n Wahidah...they are too young 2 lose a mom...Aidid, be a gud boy oke?dun noty2...n Wahidah, study hard oke??dun only watch tv...u should help Kak Yah doing houseworks oke?? I promise, when I'm goin home, I will take care of da works.... I knw dat I have a big responsibilities eventhough I am not da eldest one... I knw dat I'm a big girl now...almost 20years old...so, I have 2 act like a big girl...I cannot "mengade2" anymore like I used 2 be when mak still alive...

     Mak... Kami sume rindukan mak... Mak baek2 je kan kt sane?? Tgu she kt sane ye mak... She rindu sgt kat mak... ari2 ingt kat mak... she slalu pesan kat Allah supaye sampaikn salam rindu she kat mak... mak, she dh nak final... she nak mak doakan she supaye she dpt jawab sume exam dgn baek... blh x mak?? mak, she sayang sgt kat mak taw... t kte jmpe ea...

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Final Examination Sem 2 2010/2011

26/3/2011 - 9.00 am - Study Circle 1
31/3/2011 - 9.00 am - Calculus 1
01/4/2011 - 3.00 pm - Islamic Worldview
03/4/2011 - 9.00 am - Drawing
08/4/2011 - 9.00 am - Circuits

     So, no more blogging till I finish up all da examinations...pray 4 me k?? tenkiu sooo much.... see u soon my dear blog....gonna miss u... =D

~Statics Oh Statics~

     Sem ni ak ambik subjek statics...tp sbb ak pny mid trok, ak decide nak drop...aku rase ak mmg ptot drop sbb emosi ak x bpe stabil sjak mak ak meninggal...ak x leh nak fokus blaja sgt...jd ak decide drop statics...ak pon g laa kat academic affairs kuliyyah of engineering...ambik borang sume...siap kne g mtk signature lecturer n head of department+kne bayar RM300(wow,dats a lot...yes I knw it)...


     Ak pon dgn semangatny g jmpe lecturer+head of department mintak signature dowg...my statics lecturer said u dun have 2 drop...coz ur marks is not dat bad...but sir, I cannot focus on this subject anymore...please sir, I want to drop...=( So, I pay RM300 and feel released at this time...
(A month b4)


     It's time 4 pre-reg....& guess what...I cannot add statics 4 my short sem...I asked one of my friends, she also drop statics...but she can add statics....why I can't???!!!!this can't happened to me....I also paid da same amount of money...but why I cannot register statics 4 da short sem??=(


     I have to go to the academic affairs again...ask them why I cannot add...have they approved my application??or they don't want 2 approved it?? is it because I get scholarship??if I drop, my credit hour will be less than 15...as a sponsored student, I have to take at least 15 credit hours per sem...but I applied 2 drop b4 I knw dat I got da scholarship...or maybe da system is down??=( Oh God,please help me...=( Let them approve my application coz I don't want to take statics final examination....If I take, my cgpa will ruin bcoz I will fail this subject...u know why??since I paid da money, I dun go 2 da class...so, I dun take 2 quizzes+2 assignment quizzes...this will lowered my CAM...thus, make my grade=FAIL!!!


     Tolong laa....tolong laaa....den x nak ambik statics....kalo kne ambik jgk, den x nak poi pekse...kalo poi pon, kptsn t same je...baek den study subjek laen...kan??kan???=(
+ pulangkn RM300 den 2 kalo x nk approved application den...cpt2...pulangkn... :'(

when I stress, I feel hungry...

Luckily I have this blueberry+choc waffle...yummy.. =)

~i-City~

     I want to go to the i-city...can someone bring me there???please...please...please...I love lights damn much... :'(

so beautiful, love it =)

wow, very nice...right?

I love lights damn much oke?

I'm crazy bout this place...it is so beautiful...take me there please =(

sape bawak saye g cni...saye blnje eskem goreng ;) hihi...^__^

~Merinduimu Mak~

Mak.....


   She rindu sgt kat mak.....mak ape khabar kat sane??she doakn mak baek2 je kat sane...mak bahagie kt sane....


Mak.....


   Mak rindu x kat she??she rindu sgt kat mak...bile she dengar kawan2 she mengadu kat mak diorg, she jadi sedih....she dah x dapat nak ngadu ape2 kat mak.....she cemburu kat kawan2 she yang ade mak lagi....dorg boleh jumpe mak dorg lagi...tapi she??.................


Mak.....


   She rindu suare mak....senyum mak...tawa mak....masakan mak....she dah x dapat nak rase sume 2....


Mak.....


   She doakan mak bahagie kat sane....mak ditempatkan di kalangan org2 yg beriman....kubur mak dilapangkan....dijauhkan dari fitnah kubur....dimasokkan ke syurga.....


Mak......


   Mak tunggu she kat syurga ye....she nak sgt jumpe mak......nak pelok mak....nak salam cium tangan mak....


Mak.......


   She mintak ampun sangat kat mak sb selama she jadi anak mak, she byk sakitkan hati mak....she x tolong mak buat kerja.....she ingat mak x kn pergi tinggalkn she secepat ni....she jahat....x sempat pon nak tgk mak sebelom mak pergi.....


Mak......


   She harap mak ampunkn dosa2 she.....halalkn makan minum she......she janji, she akan belajar btol2....tolong abah, min, yah, nina, idah n aidid......she nak mak tau yang she sayang sgt kat mak.....


Mak.....


   Mak nak she jadi engineer kan??she akan cube yg trbaek mak....she janji...she x nak give up.....she harap walaupun mak dah x de kat dunia ni....mak masih boleh doakan she dari sane.....she perlukan doa seorg ibu utk berjaya......


Mak.....


   Mak mesti x nak tengok she nangis n sedih2 kn???tapi she x kuat mak...x kuat trime sume ni....she perlukan mase.....susah sgt she nak trime yg mak dh xde.....bile balik rumah, she trase sgt mak x de....she sedih....bile she kat uia, she x rase sgt....dalam ati she cakap, blek umah t jumpe laa mak....tapi sume 2 khayalan she je....she x kan pernah jumpe mak lagi.....she tau 2.....


Mak.....


   She relakan pemergian mak.....semoge roh mak dicucuri rahmat....diberkati Allah.....she akan salu doakan kesejahteraan mak kat sane.....


Ya Allah,
Engkau ampunkanlah dosa-dosa ibuku.....Engkau cucurilah rahmat ke atas rohnya.....kasihilah ibuku sepertimana dia mengasihiku ketika aku kecil.....jauhkanlah dia dari azab kubur & azab api nerakaMu Ya Allah.....
Ya Allah, aku memohon kepadaMu, Engkau jadikanlah kubur ibuku salah satu taman syurgaMu.....Engkau lapangkanlah kubur ibuku......tempatkanlah ibuku di kalangan orang-orang yang beriman serta masukkanlah ibuku ke dalam syurgaMu Ya Allah......amin Ya Robbal 'alamin.....


Al-Fatihah.......

~Thanx 4 TakiNg GuD cAre of Me~

     I'm sick....my stomach is very painful...seems like it is twisted...I also got headache...OTW back from drawing class, I vomited besides the road...I know people are watching me...but I juz don't care...luckily Farina accompanied me..thanx Farina....=)

     I juz sleep for the whole day...if not, I would feel da pain again....my bf keep accompanied me...calling and messaging me...he really worried bout me...=( I'm so touched dat he concerned so much bout me...:'(

until now he keep calling me...asked me how r u??r u alright??he did "membebel" to me...but I dun mind bcoz I knw dat he cares bout me a lot...he juz worried bout me...I juz smile when he started "membebel"... ;) thanx Abang 4 taking gud care of me...I really love u... :-*

     Not forgetting Saliha's deed as she is willing to buy me dinner...and sent da meal directly to my room..thanx a lot Seha...I love u too lah... ;)