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Assalamu'alaikum

Dear my lovely blog

i've been ignoring u 4 a long time

sorry 4 dat

i've been busy with my studies n activities

yes, im making myself as busy as i could 2 4get SOMETHING

but u know what

if u r making ur life busy in a good way like u do things just bcoz of Allah

u will be much much much more calm

:)

eventhough u r facing a really great test

u will somehow have a strength where u dun really know where u got it from

surely it comes from Allah

i feel very grateful today as i knw

Allah always be there 4 me

He always protect me

He give me what i need instead of what i want

Dear Ya Allah

thanks 4 everything..i know YOU have arranged da best story 4 me

eventhough it is hard 4 me

i will try my best not 2 let YOU down

:)

in-sya-Allah

No one really knows what i've been goin through

no one can ever imagine it

i keep it as a secret n i only tell Him

i only asked help from Him

coz i know He is da best place 2 tell everything

n i know He will listen 2 what i wanted 2 say

n He is da only 1 who can help me pass all this hardship successfully

2 dat someone,

i know u have found someone else,

i won't pray anything 4 u

neither good nor bad

what i need 2 do now is keep a real big distance

its 4 my heart n brain actually

i won't hurt them anymore

they r too tired 2 face all these things

I have Allah as my 'kekasih'

n dat would be enough

i <3 Allah more than everything else

in-sya-Allah

He is da one who give me calamity when i need it

He is da one who give me strength when i feels down

He protected me from bad things

He arranged everything perfectly 4 me

eventhough i see it as a hard thing 2 faced right now

but im sure one fine day i will see da goodness behind all da suffers im goin through

i hope my faith 2wards Him never fades

n i hope it will grow 4 every second in my life

AKU YAKIN DENGAN ALLAH

DIALAH TUHAN SEKALIAN ALAM

KEPADA DIA AKU BERSUJUD

& HANYA KEPADA DIA AKU MEMINTA

SALAM :)

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